was? am? will forever be?

A CREEP
ok so one time when i was a senior in high school me and the coolest girl ever named caitlin decided that faceinhole.com was the most amazing thing ever.

we face in holed all the time.

we face in holed ourselves.

we face in holed our lovers...

we face in holed the boys we wished were our lovers........................

hmmmmmm so there i was last night.

being stellar and cleaning out my old things.

ran across these beauties.

what in the world.

we were so cool.

so bold.

so creepy!

AH i love it.

memory lane is truly the greatest.

if one day me and this man get married this photo will be at the wedding.

it was foretold three years ago, wow that deserves a psychic award.

we knew that we were kind of odd creeps, and we wanted to do odd, creepy stuff for people who wanted to see that. -penn jillette

baby its cold outside

christmas makes me want to be in love

intensely.

even the movie me and alli watched last night makes me want someone.

one day i suppose.

i am just in love with the idea of being in love.

someone who never gets sick of you (well i am sure they do)

someone who cuddles you whenever you want

someone who makes me hot cocoa for being so cute

someone to travel with because solo road trips are stellar but with your one true love how could they be better?

why do we have to have self doubt? its so silly, i am only 20 years old. still quite a child in the scheme of things.

somehow the desire to be love and be loved in return is just so overwhelming. perhaps next year the christmas season will be filled with the love of a special mate.

we could snog the days away.

but.........

i have however found a love.

the indie holiday station on pandora. what would i do without you?

you come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. -sam keen

best friends ever

sometimes i move to logan.

i get scared i wont make any friends, wont like it because lets be honest my cousins are pretty much the best thing ever.

but here i am.

i am in love with my life

i have the dearest friends ever.

example a------ me and sarah cooked meatballs one night and adored this cookbook... i just got the best present under my tree, from none other than sarah and kinsey! my goodness

example b------ sometimes i want to go to wyoming and wammy douglas dan sam and rachel all jump in the car with me.

example c------ kinsey makes me feel like gold. who calls their friends susan the great anyway?

example d------ sarah goes to the temple with me every week. not only will she go but she will be like sue lets go, she makes me want to be better!

example e----- sometimes douglas plays with me all day and all night. he had a final today and dang it he still played with me all night and even in the day time too.

how lucky am i......

a friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same. -elbert hubbard